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God... I just can't help it

Fri Dec 18, 2009, 11:02 AM

Mood: Defeated
Listening to: Build god, then we'll talk - P!ATD

Every time I see her, I get jealous of her beauty.
Every time I see her, it makes me cry(No, I'm not an emo kid. I HATE crying. Expecially when I have to admit it.)
She's always so perfect. So... Pretty, so happy. Her life seems perfect. She's always smiling, with good(Also pretty) friends. I used to be one of her friends.
But she's forgotten me. I don't blame her.
She can't help being perfectly gorgeous. I can't help being so blemished & unsavory.
It sickens me, how shallow I am. For my mind to blame my horrid countinance on her. She's such a sweet, beautiful person.
This makes me absollutely sick. To have these stupid emotions. Really, I'd be better off without them.
If you're still reading this, I'm sorry for wasting your time.

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Current Residence: The dark abyss of the mind
deviantWEAR sizing preference: small- xsmall
Interests: Lately I have really been wanting to learn German.
Favourite movie: Rocky Horror Picture Show
Favourite genre of music: rock, screamo, emo,Metal... rock
Favourite artist: My little brother! (He trys to be just like me, so when I started drawing anime, he did too.)
Favourite poet or writer: Poe
Favourite style of art: Anime & manga
Skin of choice: Not mine, definitely... I want some cat ears & tail X]
Favourite cartoon character: Hmmm....Sai, 0rochimaru, gaara, Ulquiorra, Sesshey, L, Totoro(ctms), & more
Personal Quote: Carpe Jugulum

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~everydayyouplay 18 hours 21 minutes ago

^{Hey, sweet love. <3}

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^{Every day you play with the light of the universe.
Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water.
You are more than this white head that I hold tightly
as a cluster of fruit, every day, between my hands.
~Pablo Neruda}

~ShadowDrift 18 hours 20 minutes ago

Ello, darling
<333

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Your body is mine to own. Don't try to resist, I always win.

-----------------------------------<3-------------------------------------

Pardon my english, I'm American.

~everydayyouplay 18 hours 7 minutes ago

--
^{Every day you play with the light of the universe.
Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water.
You are more than this white head that I hold tightly
as a cluster of fruit, every day, between my hands.
~Pablo Neruda}

~ShadowDrift 18 hours 4 minutes ago

--
Your body is mine to own. Don't try to resist, I always win.

-----------------------------------<3-------------------------------------

Pardon my english, I'm American.

~everydayyouplay 15 hours 21 minutes ago

^{Thanks for the favorite, sexy thang!!}

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^{Every day you play with the light of the universe.
Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water.
You are more than this white head that I hold tightly
as a cluster of fruit, every day, between my hands.
~Pablo Neruda}

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